Scadalous/ Saturday, March 19
i've decided..wH0 i waNna Be..aNd H0w i WaNna Be..i WaNna Be mYsElf..so rejeCT Me if u Muz...i wan it this wae..Den to Be who i want all of u wan me to be juz to be accepted..den wun i be like a snail..hiding in de shell..i wanna be me..juz ME..materialistic? C0Ld? hMmm..maybe to sum..or u..but not me..i guess i'm juX FeeLiN quieter these few daes..more..'kept to myself'..dere is realli no one..whom i feel like opening up to..cuz dere's too mani inexplicable things..it's time i dress de wae i wan..move de wae i wan..carry de wae i want..hMmm..it's not a 180 degree change..it may be good..actualli sumtime i realli wish i could juz migrate to sumwhere..like paris or france..or sumwheRe..where no one noes me..den i could start a fresh again..hMmm..ReaLLi WisH tt My Mr RiGht w0uLd aPpEaR bEf0Re Me Now..how great does tt sound..but it will not be juz anyone anymore..i noe de kind of romance i want..is not sumtHiNg everyoNe can aff0rd to HaF..including mee..it's de real kiNd i wan..not juz any infatuation..haha..those who will go all out to do anythiNg Fer mee..and L0ves me enuff to put me first in everything..probably de kinds i realli will love..are those who can realli melt my heart to de fullest..teaching me de things which i nv knew..like letting me experience tt eyes could speak..dun haf to be born with a golden spoon..but sure muz haf sum air in him..like a man..like a gentlemen..til tt dae i meet u..i will haf no 0tHeR..
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
11:46:00 PM
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